Te tengo pero no te tengo

Heme aquí otravez
Mirando las manecillas del reloj
Maldiciendo una vez mas a esta incomunicación
Esperando el momento en el que desmientas mis temores
Que me ayudes a alejarme de estos tantos dolores
Te vere
Que mas podria desear
Seria egoísta pedirle mas a esta vida
Sin embargo llamame descarada
Daría todo por tenerte un poco mas
Veinticuatro horas no son suficientes
Para sanar este dolor latente
Que cada manana tarde y noche esta presente
Mas de 60 dias he llorado tu ausencia
Y eso es solo recientemente
Pues si amontonáramos dias hasta el presente
La cuota final seria lo mas escalofriante
Cada dia pedía al cielo tu llegada
Hoy que te tengo
Te tengo pero no te tengo
Estas tan cerca y tan lejos
A metros tal vez un par de kilómetros
Y eso mas duele
Te tengo pero no te tengo
Tan cerca pero tan lejos
Mi mente no deja de pensar en el adiós
Y mis labios no han pronunciado el ha todavia
Me encuentro sentada entre lagrimas
Tratando de leer tus mensajes entre líneas
Algo que haga entender
Si tu estancia tal vez no vaya a doler
Quiero hablarte
Preguntarte
Sin embargo mi voz se quiebra y mis palabras se atenúan
Me dijiste "prometo"
Eso y "lo lamento" son amigas de la vida
Jamas viene una sin la otra
Te prometo una semana
Lo lamento solo un dia
Mi corazón se quiebra mas con cada caída
Te tengo pero no te tengo
Tan cerca pero tan lejos
Entiende que es difícil
Tu me dices vida mia
Yo espero el dia
En que la diferencia no sea tan infinita
La distancia ente un "prometo" y "lo hare"
La distancia Entre un "no te decionare" y un "no te decepcione"
Te tengo pero no te tengo
Tan cerca pero tan lejos
Mu corazón se rompe
Mis lagrimad caen
Sera este el momento correcto para llamar
Deberia yo aguardar mas
Sera secreta tu llegada ?
Por eso es que yo no supe nada
Sera que soy la única que no debe saber ?
Y asi tal vez no deba doler?
No lo se

Frustration

Here you are again
My tears are covering my face
I couldnt be more mad
I wanna hate you so bad There you go breking my heart
Whats with you this time
Dont you get it i feel too
This isnt just about you
I hate you so bad
I love you and thats not right
Stop saying you're sorry
Stop lying like that
YOU KNOW YOU DONT MEAN IT
you whisper things about me
talking behind my back
you know i'm listening
and you dont even try to hide
 you dont even have the nuts
to say to my face
what we both know
I wanna let you go
But you're just so adictive that I just cant let you
It drives me crazy
You know I hate the sound of messenger
In the middle of a fight
Where the heck it's the love
Where are the promises you made
oh hold up! those promises are broken
are lies
are nothing more than stupid words
so know you dont understand ?
the things I say and you thing we wanna break
Why you're crying ?
I wanna know the reason
but I know that will only break my heart
I cant go on like this
I gotta leave

Let me know

So here I am
Trying to sleep at least a minute more
Cause I bet dreams should be more better
Than this stupid thing
Maybe this is the end
The melody of our song keeps going on
But we don't have any word left To say
This is how it all ends?
Finding someone to blame for our mistakes
You should be sweet to me
I should be sweet to you
At the end the damage it's there
You broke my heart
I broke your heart
And this might be the last one
We wanna love
But we always fight
Where do you find love on that?
I have another non sleeping night
And I wonder where you are?
I wanna disappear forever
You swear we could stay forever
I always cry
You always cry
Tell me where's love on that?
You say you loved me
You really do
Or maybe did
I don't know anymore now
Im tired of making desitions by myself
Desitions that we should both make
Baby don't you get it
I'm tired of you taking this love like a game
But hey if this is what it means to you
You better start playing right
Or I may be out
You know I love you
Always did
Always will
But I'm tired of lies
I'm tired of tears
I'm sick of fears
I die a little
You don't even know
I stay awake
Just to let you know
You better play right
Cause I may be gone
Sooner than you thought
I'm nos exepting myself of this blame
Cause I know I was wrong
I broke your heart so many times
But if you're not happy anymore
Then take your stuffs and please be gone
Cause your heart it's breaking
And my hearts it's too
So stop lying
Stop crying
Stop the pain
Tell me if you want to love again

Lying on the ground

Sometimes I feel like I cant go on any longer
Like I'm not that stronger
and I'm just gonna fall
and at the end here I am
lying on the ground
Cause the world around me seems to fall down
here i am on the edge
the place where I hate to be in
but the place were I know I deserve to be

I gave it all
and here i am at the end
lying on the ground
with my broken heart
trying to catch my breath
holding my knees so my soul wont go anywhere
forcin smiles
lying on the ground
giving a lie to my heart
living in he shadows of the light
hidding myself
here I am
closing my eyes
for the last time
giving my last breath
using my last smile
lettin my life away
using my last breath
dying along
in the shadows of the day
here I am
lying on the ground
seeing you for the last time